Hello Stranger

One day, you will realize what you left.

You will realize how there will never be someone like me.

And it will kill you.


One day you'll come crawling back to me,

Like you always have,

And I'll just say "Do you remember?


"Do you remember how you shut me out?
Let me crumble, and watched as you walked away from me?
Do you remember how many nights I spent crying?
How many nights I spent consoling you?
Do you remember how you treated me like shit?
Remember how I did everything I could to make you happy?
Do you remember how you texted me to tell me I was worthless?
Not in those words, but definitely that meaning.
Do you remember how I acted angry?
Well I was hurt.
Do you remember how many years I spent wanting you?
Remember how many days you spent wanting me?
If not only hours.
Remember how I stood up for you against my own flesh and blood?
Remember how didn't want your family to even know I existed?
Remember how you always hesitated?
Well I'm here to tell you that I'm gone.
I'm done.
I am sick of the incomplete heart I am left with because of you.
And I don't want to lose any more of it.
I cry still, just wondering why I wasn't good enough.
But now I realize that you just didn't know what you had.
I hope you spend every night alone,
Or with some girl that you don't care about,
And remember me.
Remember everything I did for you.
Remember how you raped me in the back of my car,
And I said it was ok.
Remember how you left me to die.
And remember that you didn't care.
Remember that I would've given everything for you to be happy.
And remember that I am no longer,
And never again will be,
Yours."