Hey Joe,
Thank god and the heavens above that you finally figured it out. I hope it makes you happier like it did for me and frees you from a few chains around your ankles.
I have been finding everything I wanted in Texas.
I have a steady job that offers a lot of opportunity,
I have a boyfriend that is my best friend and takes care of me like it's the last day we will have together every single day.
And I am soon to be moving from here in Colorado with Adam up to Oregon with in the next half year.
I am excited and scared and don't get me wrong I miss you, but I am glad that I'm figuring things out and so are you.
I hope that you aren't bitter towards me anymore, because I could never stay bitter towards you for very long.
This life is way too short to hold on to anger.
I have one last piece of advice for you,
I know I'm probably the last person you want to take it from but it's something I had to find out the hard way.
Enjoy every small thing.
Enjoy the trees blowing in the wind and how it ruffles your hair,
Enjoy being broke (it sounds weird but it teaches you a lot)
Enjoy the spring how it makes you grow
Enjoy the Summer and blistering heat that tans you
Enjoy the fall where it chills you but you see the world turn into colors of fire
And Enjoy the winter, where it reminds you that things have to die to continue growing.
ENJOY IT ALL!!!
Kid I really do love you, and won't get over that.
But don't take that the wrong way.
I love you in the way that I hope you find happiness in the hard times
And I love you in the way that I still only want the best for you.
I hope you find a partner in this big crazy world like how I have found Adam.
Take some risks.
Drink until you pass out then never do it again.
Stand in the rain until you catch a cold
And then do it often.
Remember you are alive and remember you are fragile.
But most importantly, Remember you are a blessing yourself.
So share it.
I'm not saying share the gospel kind of blessing,
But share the blessing of happiness.
Because the only true happiness in this world is that of making others happy.
